Quoting Newton Faulkner's lyrics seems to have a become somewhat of a habit of mine. I'm not sure how, but he seems to say more eloquently what I'm feeling than I can express.
There are a few discoveries (about myself and others) that I have made over the past couple of days.
1. I'm just as scared of getting what I want than not.
Example: I want so badly to get into a music degree course next year - but terrified of how I will cope in the music world once I finish. This also applies to other areas of my life.
2. My brain occasionally just refuses to string sentences together, usually when someone is pressing for an honest answer. Related to that, I never thought I'd be one to struggle to open up fully to someone. Go figure. I wanted to, but it just wasn't happening.
3. I can survive for a day on 2.5 hours sleep. Well, sort of =P
4. Two of my friends, who I met completely separately (in very different situations) are so alike that it's freaking me out. Certain distinctive personality traits that I hadn't connected in my mind, suddenly seem so closely related that I can't believe I didn't see it before. Not to mention that putting N and J (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
pebblegosling seems to result in hyperactivity on a major scale. Highly amusing for me =]
5. My performance nerves/shakes seem to have disappeared somewhere. Which is AWESOME!
6. Years of playing the violin have allowed me not to suck completely at Guitar Hero. This makes it one of about 2 videogames that I can play. *grins* 'Tis fun.
That's enough for now. Hopefully that made some sort of sense, if not, well meh. I'm sleep-deprived. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
Rdm
There are a few discoveries (about myself and others) that I have made over the past couple of days.
1. I'm just as scared of getting what I want than not.
Example: I want so badly to get into a music degree course next year - but terrified of how I will cope in the music world once I finish. This also applies to other areas of my life.
2. My brain occasionally just refuses to string sentences together, usually when someone is pressing for an honest answer. Related to that, I never thought I'd be one to struggle to open up fully to someone. Go figure. I wanted to, but it just wasn't happening.
3. I can survive for a day on 2.5 hours sleep. Well, sort of =P
4. Two of my friends, who I met completely separately (in very different situations) are so alike that it's freaking me out. Certain distinctive personality traits that I hadn't connected in my mind, suddenly seem so closely related that I can't believe I didn't see it before. Not to mention that putting N and J (
pebblegosling seems to result in hyperactivity on a major scale. Highly amusing for me =]5. My performance nerves/shakes seem to have disappeared somewhere. Which is AWESOME!
6. Years of playing the violin have allowed me not to suck completely at Guitar Hero. This makes it one of about 2 videogames that I can play. *grins* 'Tis fun.
That's enough for now. Hopefully that made some sort of sense, if not, well meh. I'm sleep-deprived. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
Rdm
